I can't believe I fell so hard.
I knew you weren't going
to be there to catch me.

Every song that plays is just another excuse for me to think about you.

it was quiet in the car, so i was thinking of you.
so i turn on the radio, and hear my favorite
song. but it made me think of you, so i turned
off the radio. i looked out the window and
saw the pouring rain, and it made me think of you.
i miss you.

Don't pretend & don't ask questions.
You know what she wants
and you know you want her too.

It's a whole new year ;;
forget last year's drama

sometimes you want somthing so bad
that you're afraid of the consequences
are you really afraid of the consequences?
or are you afraid of what you really want?

I can talk to you whenever,
& just about whatever,
i trust you with my heart,
so please stop breaking it apart

The world is full of men who'll march into hell for a pretty girl.
but it's the good ones who'll open the gates of heaven for her

everytime i see you i want nothing more
than for you to walk up to me &
hold my hand like before.
but this time i wouldn't let you go

he said, "you know what your problem is" && i
replied, "yes i do. i fell in love with the idea that
no matter what happened you would always be there."
"when haven't i?" he asked - && as a tear
trickled down my cheek - i said, "ever since the
day 'she' walked through the door"

Time goes by & I realize that I'm alright, you thought nothing would be the same, but life comes round again, quick wits & all curious, all caught up in what you say & makes me grab the time before it slips away
-» Third Eye Blind

if there's a reason, its lost on me,
maybe we'll be friends, I guess we'll see
-» Third Eye Blind

A part of you has grown in me.
& so you see, it's you & me together
forever never apart,
maybe in distance, but never in heart.

corny man te

What can I say? I am going away, I can't say I'll see you tomorrow for there will be many days to follow of loneliness & tears. I know someday we'll meet again. I know that this isn't the end. I have so much I need to say, but today I will leave you with I will miss you, & I love you.

i have a thought, the one God has meant for us is going to be the hardest to get, the hardest to keep, & the hardest to accept, cause through all that, love will grow stronger, bonds will become thicker, & the future will become more clear, love wasn't made to be easy, otherwise, we wouldn't end up with the right person, we would end up with the first one who comes along, by suffering, we single out the wrong ones & realize who really is the one.

I won't pretend that I intend to stop living.
I won't pretend I’m good at forgiving,
but I can't hate you..although I've tried,
I still really love you.
Love is stronger than pride.

The most terrible pain of all can come from love,
yet no one wants to live without it

i'm scared cause this new beginning
is going to bring old things to an end.

i've been hurt soo much
that pain on the outside
doesn't matter to me anymore .
it's only what i feel on the
inside that hurts.

the struggles make me stronger
and the changes make me wise
and happiness has it's way of taking it's sweet time
life ain't always b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l, but i know i'll be fine
life ain't always beautiful, but it's a beautiful ride

[&&] When you're crawling over broken glass to get to me,
that's when I'll open up and let you in

Yesterday I lost my closest friend
Yesterday I wanted time to end
I wonder if my heart will ever mend
I just let you slip away
Lostprophets- 4am Forever

hahahaha..pagod na si joy.... bukas din ha

so i'll "update"

nyahaha